i haven't felt this way since Free. (if you don't know who Free is start searching through the old post he's all in them.) although were on great terms he still has a big chunk of my heart.
I guess I'm scared, because I'm a vivid believer of karma, and my turn for heartbreak is knocking on the window to get my ass! Tis the season to fall, I'm over the summer freaks and booty calls. I have thrown in the towel.