And then I told him I said it's cool, get at me. And then my voice got raaaspy.

So he called. My dumb ass answered. Not on purpose though i swear. I was on the phone with one of my other male friends. I have a touch phone and my big ass cheeks always hit the end button. So without looking at the caller id [for some reason they had the same ringer] i answered it saying,
Me: "what up niiiga."
male: "huh?? nigga?"
[looking at caller id, feeling stupid but playing it off]
me: yeah nigga. i told u i was hood. lol.
Free: lol your silly. So i know u seen i called you yesterday
me: yeah. i saw it
Free: So why didnt u call me back then niiigga. i kinda missed you.
me: Either u miss me or u dont. u cant kinda miss me
Free: shut up ass hole. So why didnt u call me back
Me: i was busy dang. why u sweatin me.
Free: Shut up. So are u still coming here?
*i was supposed to go to his city this month for my bff's 21st and i mentioned it to him*
Me: yeah. [lying]
Free: oh yeah when.
Me: Two weeks.
Free: Thats coo. ugh i'll still be here.
Me: ugh where else would u be
Free: shut up. what u doin
Me: nothing laying in my bed watchin tv. its cold as shit out
Free: hell yeah here too
Me: nigga its atleast 50 there shut up
Free: yeah but thats cold to me. But im going to call u when i get off. im on break
[thinking: why are u calling me on your break]
Me: aight bye.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why why why. why did i answer.fuck shit damn fuck!!!!
And i lied to him for no apparent reason. Im not going to Miami. I'll be in Atlanta.
okay when he calls back i wont answer it.. promise!


Sexxy Luv said...

see..the way the conversation ended would have pissed me off! UGH!!!

Velly Vell said...

is this a "everytime i try to leave something keeps pulling me back" situation?

☆αmbєr said...

Velle-- yeah it is.. and i cant stand myself for it.

Velly Vell said...

You Gotta Think About Whats Healthy For You.

If Thats Not Where You Need To Be Then You Gotta Find A Way To Let Go Of It.

If You Feel Things Would Be Different Then By All Means You Should Go For It .. If Its Not Then Chalk It Up To A Lesson Learned.

☆αmbєr said...

i know i know. but its so hard. he's everything i wanted. i guess in a way i still want him. but i know its pointless. i know he's not the one for me. i know all this. but i hate moving on. i know im wasting energy and time on someone who should stay in the past.. but its hard to let go. easier said than done

Velly Vell said...

Trust Me I KNOW Exactly How You Feel... BUT The Past Is The Past For A Reason Love.... Thats Where It Should Stay.

☆αmbєr said...

=x i know!

Velly Vell said...

If You Need Someone To Slap You To Your Senses I Have No Problem Helpin U Out LOL

Ashley Ashley said...

I think u should take it there with him. tell him. i want u to be happy. i know what u hate and what u love in a nigga. he dat nigga for you. its funny we both got feelings and shit. what the hell? lol but i know what u going through. except i think urs in further away. but just think in 3-4 moths it'll ya'll be closer. i like him and he like u and u like him too. i think u should do what u tell me too. he makes u happy. sometimes u need to go out on a limb. JUMP :+¥

☆αmbєr said...

huhhhhhh bff i cant believe u just told me this. what the hell??? no i cant. its pointless Ashley!!!!

₪ said...

i can't stand ladies who lie to me on the phone...

☆αmbєr said...

who cares