The Struggle.

I am fighting with myself.
I am fighting with procrastination and my lack of dedication
I am fighting with the decisions made, regrets i've gained and tears i've drained
I am fighting with the hopes I have that I've set aside
I am fighting for a decent way to work a 9 to 5.
I am fighting with my heart since I cant let go.
I am fighting with reminiscing on the memories that i hold.
I am fighting with myself esteem and ego.
I am fighting with love. I fear the hurt that will follow.
I am fighting with the pride i have thats so hard to swallow.
I am fighting with my previous lifetime and the karma that follows me
I am fighting with being positive instead of this negative energy
I am fighting with listening instead of thinking i know everything
I am fighting with the past and my parents mistakes
I am fighting with patience to accept the things i can not change
I am fighting for my god given name
I am fighting cant you see.
I am fighting to become a better me.


Torrance Stephens - All-Mi-T said...

let the memories go, they only destroy your inner value. hope u dont mind the drive by rawdawgbuffalo

Georgee said...

Aww, Amber this made me feel better.

Kofi Bofah said...

You have to keep putting together small victories every day...

☆αmbєr said...

@Torrance - u always say the right things =)

@Georgee =) smile honey. u'll be aight

@KB i agree

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