i know this guy who knows this girl who knows this guy..
Facebook, Twitter, Blogspot, Text messages, Phone calls, aim, email, drive bys.. BASICALLY people have too much access to me these days. Lets go back to the message in a bottle days..
I can say how im feeling on here (blogger) because friends will take it out of context and run with it.. same for twitter.. i really dont put much on facebook anymore & i deactivated myspace months ago. our generation has gone technology crazy! i need a break from it all. i love twitter but its going to get old soon until something else pops up. but i've never been the type to hold back how i'm feeling.. no matter who it is..
Friends: (its seriously a word) it means nothing. Friends are there for that second and that moment. None have proved themselves to be life long. They come and go like the wind. I dont put anything past anyone anymore.. they are who they are and i am who i am. love it or leave it. Im just sick of the pettiness, the arguments, the bickering.. its all old. im sooo tired of it. i find myself drifting further and further away. it shouldnt be that way.. but it is. i trust very few. im down for being coo but lets not put labels on things, wdf is a "best"friend anyways. We are all sinners and will all do each other wrong somehow someway. im tired of the 3rd, 4th and 5th chances. its all old. people never change. shit maybe im the one who will never change. im running away from the negativity. so if your positive you will still be in my life.. if not (snip-snip) im cutting u out of it!
Thats how im feeling.. i've been doing alot of journal writing. ive been thinking about making my blog private. if u already follow me.. then coo. if u dont then u wont be able to see it. what do u think?
posted by Amber Steez